I should probably not be on here much once it gets closer to December. I don’t want to relive traumatic things and get super sad and angry.
Life is weird how someone can hurt you badly and the one who hurt you just keeps going as if nothing happened.
I suppose Aaron Gleaves must think I was a stone on the path and once he threw me into the woods I was out of his way and he could forget about me.
But he stepped on me and then threw me and I felt it. It hurt. Maybe I was supposed to be a rock without feelings, but I turned out to feel all of it.
I was upset and tried to tell him thinking that maybe he didn’t mean to hurt me, but what he must’ve thought was, doesn’t she know rocks don’t have feelings? She should be quiet like the other rocks in my path that don’t make a fuss.
I am a bad rock. I felt it and I’m not quiet like a rock should be.