Is it as easy for him to hate me as it is for him to forget me?
Those of you who know, would you tell me if you had the chance?
Am I the client who he regrets meeting more than he regrets any other client?
Does he laugh at me calling myself Resilient when I don’t seem very resilient about him?
Does he get annoyed or mad every time he reads something I’ve written? What about when I say he’s hot? Does he like it even a little bit, or is he always annoyed?
Do you think he knows that he and I are friends? If he’s happier believing that we’re enemies, just let him think that. He seems comfortable being in denial about things sometimes, so you might have to be patient. I’’ll try to be patient with him too. I’ll be his enemy as long as I need to be until he realizes we’re friends. It might be a long time. He’s great at avoiding feelings and people that make him uncomfortable.
I wonder if he thinks I’m easy to hate. I might be somebody he hates the most, or maybe he only hates me a little.