I’m not holding my breath for an apology from The Therapist. I picture his boss cackling at the suggestion of either of them ever apologizing to me. He owes me an apology, but the chances of him doing that are low.
Do I want an apology? Would it help? Research shows that it does help clients when therapists apologize for hurting them. Unfortunately typical weak therapists are more likely to fight clients or pursue litigation and do other hostile behaviors rather than doing their jobs and showing care to their hurting clients.
As a problem solver, I know The Therapist has given me a problem I can’t solve. Only he can solve it which he is seemingly not at all interested in doing, therefore, I’m stuck.
I believe the reason that I must be stuck is because I sadly don’t hate him enough or think as low of him as I should in order to heal. I’ve never had this issue with my other exes. They were easy to stop caring about.
The Therapist did a great job of acting like he cared about me. My humiliation is something else I don’t know how to heal from.
Other therapists have repeated to me time and again that what happened wasn’t my fault. I am not to blame. But The Therapist and his cold boss treat me like I am.
I don’t expect to get what I need from The Therapist, however, I might still get what I need from the universe.
Universe, I am hurting. The Therapist hurt me and nearly broke me and he doesn’t appear to care. I want to believe he cares, but I should stop believing in him because I don’t have evidence that he does.
Please teach him a lesson. I want him to feel what I feel. I want him to understand me. He was my therapist and his job was to understand me and I’m asking you to make him understand me. I want him to feel my pain so that he will say oh now I know what the client has been feeling all this time from how I treated her. I feel it and I can see why she’s been in such pain.
Nobody will make him apologize or or make him give me a therapy ending redo, but Universe, I know you can make him feel what I feel. You can make him understand.
Please do that for me.