Mr. Gleaves, you were not justified in failing me out of therapy. I did all of my therapy work and then some. I was a golden student. I listened when you spoke. I considered everything you suggested. I became even braver than usual. I became a bigger superhero in my life. I stepped up, even when I was living in a bad situation and was being mistreated. I stayed brave and strong. I took your counsel and wisdom and applied it like it was a lifesaver to keep me from sinking from the people who were trying to pull me under.
And you failed me. You fucking failed me like I was the sort of student who didn’t come to class. Mr. Gleaves, I never missed a day. I never devalued you. I appreciated you and told you I did and tried to show you and make you proud of me and proud of your work.
How dare you fucking fail me? You had no right to. You don’t get to fail people simply because you stop liking them or you tire of them, like you’re the boss or a god. You don’t ever get to fail me from anything, ever. Do you hear me over your avoidant shield of passive aggressive cowardice? You never had the authority to fail me from anything.
If I failed out of therapy, then so did you, Nr. Gleaves. You fucking failed as a therapist and you are a fraud and a big fucking failure, the same as if I’m a failure of a client to you.
Fuck you, I hate you. I hate you for betraying me and abandoning me and for being a stone cold uncaring asshole about it. I deserved to at least graduate, you fucking jerk. I did the work. I respected and loved you. And I completed the course and I DESERVED TO AT LEAST GET A GRADUATION FOR MY ACCOMPLISHMENTS IN YOUR CLASS INSTEAD OF YOU DISMISSING ME AS THOUGH I’D ACCOMPLISHED NONE OF THE GOALS WE’D MADE TOGETHER. I DIDN’T FAIL!
How dare you, how fucking dare you, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you for hurting me, for abandoning me and for failing me and guess what, false therapy god? You’re not absolved, you’re not in the clear.
Everybody knows that if I failed your fucking therapy then you absolutely failed mine too.